I can’t keep pretending that everything is okay, that WK is okay, that I am okay.

We’re not, he’s not, I’m not.

I’m empty, I have nothing to say that could possibly describe how completely lost I am right now.

I need some downtime. I have someone now who I can talk to who hopefully will be able to help me deal with all the stress and upheaval in our lives.

I’ll be back later.